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Wow umm haven't written in a long whiles well if you guys really want to see my everyday boring life check out mi journal (its in the link section) Well till then!
Cherrio!
-Em >>7/31/04<<
Blah wow i havent updated this page AT ALL lately..sorry guys...well ok i'm in Hamlet...we've been working on it four...a LOOOOONNNG time..and we've cut a lot of it too..so now it's only THREE 1/2 HRS!!!! oh yah go us...and what is that you ask? what part do i play in this godly long play...well i play 2 parts...ok lets put it this way, if i left the play it would make NO difference WHAT so ever... i think that sums it up...anywho i've survived the dreadful mid-terms...ok at this point you probably want me to say 'oh i stressed to much on them and they werent that bad' but HA! you're WRONG..it was a HUGE pain in the ass and u kno what takes the cake? the HARDEST mid-term out of ALL of my classes was..*drum roll* religion...i kno...I KNO!!! RELGION! throughout the year this class had to be the easiest...and yet the mid-term was insanly hard..!..blah well on a lighter note i passed my math mid-term!!! boo-yah...i did better then pass i got a 82% and that seriously is AWSOME u have no idea..my math teacher must think i'm such a spaz though...ok i AM a spaz but thats not the point..this is what happened: i get called up to get my grade for the mid-term and god i REALLY didnt want to kno it..well i walk up and hand him a peice of a paper to write the grade on..he writes down the grade i look at it...my eyes grow HUGE and blink a couple of times and i say oh so gracfully:
"are you serious?...are you SERIOUS?!?! OMG!!! KATI!!! I PASSED!!! i PASSED!!!"
now i'm screaming this across the room to Kati while i'm slightly hopping..and all my teacher does is stare at me like a weirdo..oh well...lol..yah..never a dull moment...
<Em>2-6-04
PARENT TEACHER CONFENCES the phrase that would make any child shudder...well as I sit in my room on my comp I hear our garage door open and then 1 thing pops in my head..."oh shit"... so as I sit in my room still I hear my mom coming up the stairs towards my room...and then the door knob slowly turns {haha sounds like a horror movie doesn't it DUM DUM DUMMMM anywho back to the story} and my mom walks in:
Me:hey what did they say?
Mom: oh they all loved you!
Me really? (yes that was a shocker)
Mom: ya especially your lit teacher you have an A+ in that class right now {SCORE!}she thinks you have great skill in writing and you have great potential.
Me: an A+ SCORE! Hehe cool.
Mom: yah and you math teacher umm he gave u a 4 in participation (it went from a 1-5 1 being the best 5 being the worst...)
Me: oh really...(participation my ass! I dont even get half the stuff he is trying to explain to us!)
Mom: yah I told him that I didnt think you got some of his explanations {and I dont} and he told me that "She must LIVE math"
Me:.................................................BUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! LiVe math?!?!?!?!??! WTFreak {haha come on ppl my mom was right there}
Mom: haha yah
Me: What did my religion teacher say?(she already told me about the other 1s and nothing there was that amazing to I skipped to religion)
Mom: Well....he doesnt think that you're a good Christian...
Me: WhAT!?!?! WHY?!?!
Mom: because you didn't do very good on you last test {I got a 73% HEY at least I PASSED!}I told him that youve been in public for a while and he said she did CCD right?" "Well sort of "oh thats NOT good" {ok I started CCD in 7th grade and it was like this all day thing every couple of months and ok I HATED IT no 1 would talk to me so I wouldn't talk to them so basically I had NO one to talk to for 6 ½ hrs...dandy...and I never really paid attention in the 1st place...SUE ME!}
~Yes Ive learned that I must LIVE and BREATH math...ok I have NO idea how you would BREATH math or even LIVE math but rrr..w/e...and religion....rrrrr.... I dont even want to get into that...I mean is it really his place to say that??? NO it isnt and all from ONE stupid TEST! I mean some ppl got a 53% on it! Hey at least I passed!
<Em>(11-23-03)
With time..comes change...with life comes change...no1 can stop it...it just happens...just like ppl change...no 1 can EVER stay the same...tho they may say"no i've never changed" in reality u have,u just can't see it...but to say that ur some1's friend and that friend has changed that still gives u NO right to tell them 2 change back it's not possible to tell some1 to change themselves 4 ur OWN reasons, its liek telling them to strip themselves of their dignaty their indviduality. tru friends would stand by their friend no matter what...i mean most ppl our age r still trying to find who they r but if u r a tru friend u will stand by them 4 whatever choice they make...and NOT make them change themselves. to b urself, to have ur own indviduality, and to b unique, is a gift all in itself. to not b that person to follow the crowd. do u really wanna take that way from some1? to put that will breaking pressure on some1?thats not a friend...that's unhuman...it's crule..not physically, but mentaly...this is me, take it or leave it, this is how i am...and how i'll always be...
Do u ever have that feeling? u kno that feeling when ur life feels as tho its been completely changed that its fallin apart to peices that may b able to b fixed, but then theres some peices that will never b able too...that when u finally get use to something it all changes and sometimes not 4 the better...when u look in the mirror and cant believe the reflection staring back at u..when u try to hide something that wants to get out but u just put up ur walls to keep it down..when it seems u believe in something so strong but in reality u dont..when u dont,no, u refuse to let them see u weak..as tho it was ur worst nightmare that maybe if u did they would treat u w/ less respect...when u hide ur tru feelings like remorse by putting on a smile and sarcasm..when u feel as tho ur not special...as tho ur over looked...well that feelin right there..thats how i feel right now...that theres 50 Em's...1 me but do they really look at me? do they even kno me? or am i just judged right there on the spot...as tho i'm so heartless bitch which i kno that some think...but they don't kno and probably never will..looks r the 1st thing they look at and that makes me sick..and i'm constantly judged and dont think i don't kno it either...i wish some1 would just KNO me 1st not to say hey lets just judge all those ppl and once they have picked lets dump the rest to the side, and make them feel like shit...that i'm some unintamite object that doesn't hear or feel the redicule, the 'comparison' well u kno what I'M ME! thats never gonna change! it doesn't matter if i share the same name as some1! that means shit! just b/c i share the name doesn't mean i share the same personality! and thats what should count...
y is it that if u cannot hit a baseball or u have a horrible punch it's always refured to as "hur hur u hit like a girl"....point? by a fact i kno that some girls CAN punch or hit better then a guy...so y is it "dude u hit like a girl" y not "dude ur punch suxs ass" it's the truth i mean if some1 says that 2 u ,is it really an insult? it could mean u "hit pretty hard"...or something...is it that much of a shocker if a girl DOES have a decent punch? well news flash the world isn't exactly that safe anymore,and i think all girls should b able to pull off a decent punch...and not b all "eee...i'm so weak..yada yada"
{try this sometime if u wanna geta good laugh}If some1 asks u where some1 else is istead of being "normal" u should answer as the following: "yah he/she ran always to a magical land full of fairys over the rainbow where the lepricon on my shoulder lives w/ his other lepricon friends...*then put a HUGE smile on ur face and just see what they say*....haha and yes ppl i HAVE done that, their reaction is funny it kind of goes like this:
(now this is AFTER saying that)
person: *blink*blink*
me:*huge smile*
person: *blink*...ummm....hehe....right.....
{person walks away slowly}
haha just their reaction is great sometimes they burst out laughing and then sometimes they just run away eh some ppl just dont' have a good sense of humor...
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